Life on the Coronacoaster
How's your mental health holding up in lockdown?
So, seriously, how you doing? Are you keeping your sanity during lockdown?
To be honest I really enjoyed the first few weeks - the challenge to adapt and find new daily routines. It felt like life had slowed down and there was less pressure to rush about doing this that and the other. But now, now we’re in week 101 or whatever it is, I’m like “Stick a f**kin fork in me”. I’m done.
I’m bored with groundhog day, I really miss seeing people and the general banter of life that you don’t get on video calls. I’m seeing changes in my thought processes and in my kids behaviour too, some are good changes and some not so good. I hate when my mind starts going dark and I lose my spark, so, this week I’ve done what I always do. When I notice the dark side approaching I go slightly Jedi and I force myself into a good consistent routines. It’s hard at first but soon becomes natural again.
I’m getting up early, walking the dog at sunrise, then having a 30 minute workout. Me time. The kids are still asleep and I’m ‘up’ for me, not for work or any other reason, just me (and maybe the dog). I feel like I’m being good to myself. I’m alive again.
So, by 9am when it’s time to start the long commute along the corridor to my home-working office (takes about 10 seconds), I do it with a clear mind, no pressure, no complications. I want to do it. And coffee helps.
I’m lucky that I can do my day job 99% from home, fully supported by a good company. There’s lots of video calls and online interaction, but, I am starting to hate the confined space of a home office. Cabin fever. The kids absolutely love being home-schooled by Lou downstairs so they've only gatecrashed a few of my video calls.
When my work day is done, I need to quickly detach my brain from work, so I blast out some tunes and have a funky dance while nobody’s watching. My 10 second commute ‘home’ is then much easier, and I’m ready for homelife and family time.
Our online training sessions have been great because they tell me what day of the week it is. Every Tuesday & Thursday I know I'm gonna see some smiley faces, people who probably haven’t seen or spoken to many humans that day either. We all share an important hour of sweat and torture and we're all buzzing to be alive, desperate to punch each other in the face but knowing that kicking towards a screen full of faces will do for now.
I’d give anything for a night of drinking multi-coloured shots, dancing like a bellend and attempting a human pyramid with you guys. It’s always been an awesome social network as well as an ass-kicking martial arts club. I know all the fun times will come again, but for now, everyone has to find their own balance and their own way of keeping the dark side at bay. Talk, share, and help each other however you can.
Facebook and the media can be a negative son-of-a-bitch sometimes so you need to get your happy-fix from somewhere else. It’s usually already in you and you just need to tease it out sometimes. Don’t worry if you feel like you're changing a bit. We’re all changing, and all we can hope is that the new ‘normal’ at the end of the Coronacoaster is a world that's changed for the better.
Keep smiling and be happy. Whisper a warning to your liver that it’s gonna take an absolute alcohol-kicking when this lockdown ends because we’re gonna party our asses off together. ;) Drop me an email or FB message to let me know your own lockdown thoughts or experiences - I’m genuinely interested to know how you’re doing, good or bad.
Take care guys, stay safe. See you soon!
Tim
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